Archive for October, 2009


My concept of self-efficacy has been drained. It is like those test tubes from science lab. It seems like every semester I am at a certain level, maintaining a good idea of where I stand – then something occurs to bring me down past the halfway mark and I start thinking, ‘is this really for me?’

I read about people who find themselves in college. I’m in my second year of grad school and this person is nowhere to be found. I don’t know where I fit in, I feel useless and I honestly think I am  not good enough to be in this program, write a thesis and find a good job.

Oddly enough, this is my last semester of classes.




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